| My name is Ashley Spears. And no, I am not related to Britney. I am 17 going on 18. A senior at Muhlenberg County High School. I like all colors. I use to hate yellow but I've learned to  it.I hate reactions of my work like: 'That's really good but it scares me.' 'Creepy.' 'You [insert lame stereotype here] Freak!' 'Fail!' (That is really stupid ya know) 'Don't do it' or 'You need help' (believe me I am getting all the help I need  )I am generally a nice person. I won't judge you. As long as you don't judge me. I am not the most optimistic person you'd ever meet but maybe pessimistic. I am 5'3 and yes I know I am short. And yes I know I am fat. It's coz I is Gangster XD I joke during the worst situations. I like photoshop, painting, and drawing. I don't like people who complain about people complaining. Or people who complain about the people complaining about them complain. Oh Myspace of course>>>> [link] |
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Laughing Isn't AllowedSomething's wrong with me I feel so alone I'm already here, yet I want to go home I'm scared and tired But can't really sleep I can't stop thinking about Promises I can't seem to keep I can't lose weight Believe me I tried I can't stop eating Maybe because of the emptiness inside It's all just a joke For me to be trying I guess I'm not supposed to laugh I'm supposed to be crying That's exactly how I feel I'm sorry that sorry isn't enough I just wasn't expecting Life to be so toughLaughing Isn't Allowed
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MessStupid, stupid girl, What have you done? You thought you'd never Look down the barrel of a gun. You won't lie to others, But you'll lie to yourself. What you do is supposed to hurt you And nobody else. You feel sorry for yourself and are always making mistakes. You avoid peopleMess
Just so you won't start to shake. You stay away from them, You're always alone. You make your parents angry By not picking up the phone. Argue over something stupid Set your tone to 'Shout' Get so upset over nothing
And end up passing out. Are you n
by *Ashleyley92
LostI'm sitting on the side of the tub Thinking of how easy it would be To run the edge across my skin And feel as if I've been set free From all the stress and worries And all the anxiety and fear I pray to God to help me and I ask him why I'm hereLost
I have not received an answer I'm beginning to lose hope I must be a freak for doing this to cope I don't want to go back to that place I can leave by faking a smile In reality, the only happiness I have Only lasts a little while
I am in the way of everyone I know I'm done trying I
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ApologiesI'm sorry I'm a burden. I'm sorry I'm in the way. I'm sorry for being quiet And not having much to say. I'm sorry for being irresponsible. I'm sorry for being lazy. I know I'm worthless. I also know you think I'm crazy. I'm sorry I'm ungrateful. I'm sorry for complaining. I'm sorry I'm fat. I try to lose weight but I keep gaining. My life is a locked cage. I have lost the key. But maybe if I find it.. Maybe then you'll forgive me.Apologies
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- Current Residence: Cleaton, KY
- deviantWEAR sizing preference: (>.<) You wouldn't have my size
- Interests: Animals, Photoshop, Drawing, Painting, Sculpture, Religion, Analyzation, a lot of things
- Favourite movie: Girl, Interupted
- Favourite band or musician: Evanescence, Matchbox 20(or Rob Thomas), Bayside, Mudvayne, Deadstar Assembly, Aiden, Etc.
- Favourite genre of music: Rock, Alternative, Punk
- Favourite artist: Vincent Van Gogh, Michaelangelo, Leonardo da Vinci, and Rene Magritte :)
- Favourite poet or writer: Ellen Hopkins
- Favourite photographer: me XD
- Favourite style of art: Any kind
- Operating System: vista?!?!
- MP3 player of choice: i have a ghetto Naxa haha
- Favourite game: Simulation games
- Favourite cartoon character: Rocko
- Personal Quote: The greener grass on the other side is probably just artificial turf.
- Website: http://www.myspace.com/kyashleyspears
- Email: Leyleydesigns@yahoo.com
- Yahoo: paristhedawgy@yahoo.com
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