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Losing Sleep.You don't feel remorse,
but I can still feel where your fingers were digging into my neck.
I keep reliving memories,
The ones I wish I could just forget.
How the blood dripped from my face,
How you'd always knock me down to the floor.
I'm sorry I had to do this,
I just couldn't take any more.
I want to wish you well,
but I'm not that strong.
I thought I wanted to leave,
but truth is, I don't think I want to move on.
Even after all the betrayal,
After all the hurt.
Even after all the lies,
After treating me like dirt,
I miss you so much I'm sick,
My heart still thinks it wants you,
But my head knows what's going on,
You've probably already found someone new.
As much as I wished they would,
Things will never be the same.
Some of it was my fault,
But you're the one to blame.
You never even loved me,
You would rather me be dead.
Instead of following your heart,
You let other people in your head.
I don't know what I'm trying to say,
But I'm done with the violence.
Now all that's left betwee
NavreI may seem strong,
Like I could move on.
But it’s not true,
I still love you.
I almost died.
Bruised ButterflyWe stumbled paths,
We fell in love fast,
I fell in love with you.
Your eyes, your smile,
Your voice, your style.
No one else compared,
Until your anger flared.
Bruised and scarred,
Loving someone shouldn't be this hard.
Broken promises and false hope,
You were breaking me as a way to cope.
I asked you to kill me,
When you tried, is when I could clearly see.
You walked on me like dirt.
Love is not supposed to hurt.
The feelings I had for you are now gone,
I've found the strength to carry on.
The butterflies have flown away,
There is nothing left to say.
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