I'm sitting on the side of the tub
Thinking of how easy it would be
To run the edge across my skin
And feel as if I've been set free
From all the stress and worries
And all the anxiety and fear
I pray to God to help me and
I ask him why I'm here
I have not received an answer
I'm beginning to lose hope
I must be a freak
for doing this to cope
I don't want to go back to that place
I can leave by faking a smile
In reality, the only happiness I have
Only lasts a little while
I am in the way of everyone I know
I'm done trying
I am physically alive
But mentally I'm dying
I'm afraid of the future
Ashamed of my past
I can't take it anymore
I don't know how much longer I can last













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