I have been up since 1:30am.
And I'm not really tired.
It's 6:01am now.
Oh, Yay. School.

Has anyone seen the movie Veronika Decides to Die? I love it. I just finished watching it.
Here >>> [link] You don't have to download anything by the way.

Lose 100 pounds

Paint a mural

Make a life size sculpture

Try to learn Spanish

✔ See The Lovely Bones

Make better grades

Be more optimistic and accept responsibilities

Prepare for college

Make a good video

Meet 5 people

Clean and organize

Get either a treadmill, DDR, or Wii Fit

Fast for 20 days (or at least 10)

Sell a painting

Write a story

Accomplish 10 of these

Christmas Break is almost over
Oh, well.
I has question... What exactly do you put in a blog? Anything? I made an account on Blogger...
I've been rocking out to some 90's music.
The Middle by Jimmy Eat World makes me happy



[link] Thats what I have on my blog so far... :/

I went to sleep at four am and woke up at four lol
Haha it's going to suck when I have to go back to school, which is in about 3 days...
I was sick monday night. (I guess you can consider it sick, my anxiety was going crazy)
I felt nauseated, dizzy, everytime I tried to sleep I'd hear a ringing in my ears.
So from 3 am to about 7 am I was walking back and forth in the house, I'd sit down for a little while But then my leg would start shaking (I wasn't really cold). I thought I was going to die or something
then at 7 am I finally fell asleep then at 10 my dad woke me up and told me my mom was on her way to get me and told me to go to my room and get my stuff together (I was in the living room). I went to my room and I saw my bed... I went back to sleep. I got back up at 11:11. And I ended up leaving my phone at my dads. Oh, well.

I feel a little bit better. Can't sleep without music now. I still don't know why that happened.

Have you heard the song Vincent (Starry, Starry Night) by Don McLean? I love it




I figured I say I hate myself too much... So I won't say anything.
I just needed to 'rant' earlier.
So I'm probably getting on your nerves (I'm so sorry) and I'll try not to write any journals from now on.
I hate bugging people and I just realized I'm annoying...

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haha it's funny when you can explain things in song lyrics

"Throw it all away, throw it all away.
I keep on screaming but, there's really nothing left to say.
So get away, just get away.
I keep on fighting but, I cant keep going on this way."
-Sell Your Soul by Hollywood Undead


"You won't save me
Cause I'm not the fortunate one
So don't blame me
If I decide to go hide or instead to just run"
-I Don't Want To Be Me by Amanda Clemens



"I just wanna say good bye, Dissappear with no one knowing
I dont wanna live this lie, smiling to the world unknowing
I dont want you to try, you've done enough to keep me going
i'll be fine, I'll be fine, i'll be fine for the very last time"
-The Loss by Hollywood Undead



"I'm so sick of when they say
It's just a phase, you'll be o.k. you're fine
But I know it's a lie"
-Last Night by Skillet